time through my eyes so fast as i could not see what was going on then.

toefl is coming, i have already arrange the test in February or March,

after the gre day, i lose my passion no the english words and do not have any analytical writing practise at all.

once i can not persist, i would backward.

and the score comes out 1300/3.0 

Review my whole life, i get everything i wanted, but for reward, almost nothing.

i should say sorry to one who raises or helps me.

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